Ours is a spiritual reality.
We are spiritual beings, and though we inhabit bodies our bodies do not describe our limits.
Spirit is obvious, yet so obvious it can be denied if we fixate only on the material aspect of our experience.
Like watching a movie and forgetting there’s a whole film crew just out of view. We suspend disbelief and convince ourselves that the objects of our senses are all that matter.
When he tries to extend his power over objects, those objects gain control of him. He who is controlled by objects loses possession of his inner self.
A spiritual reality doesn’t follow the laws we have ascribed to life, the conventions and limitations of “the world”.
Spiritual reality inverts the relationship between inner world and outer: our innermost being is one with the creative power behind all things.
We might spend our days struggling to arrange things to our liking, but the deeper part of us is united with the singular being that created all those things, holds them in existence, and governs them.
There are effectively two “selves” within us: the self who experiences reality as a limited, physical being, and the self who is one with the creator.
Our goal is to reconcile or align the two; bring peace, love, and joy to the smaller “self” who has suffered so long under the illusion of separateness, powerlessness, and mortality in an uncaring world.
Our innermost being feels only love and joy, suffers no fear or anxiety, sees eternity and knows the pure, endless sufficiency of the creative power.
Our spiritual work is to relinquish the falsehoods accrued by our outer self and seek refuge in the abundance of our inner being.
Don’t go outside your house to see the flowers.
My friend, don’t bother with that excursion.
Inside your body there are flowers.
One flower has a thousand petals.
That will do for a place to sit.
Sitting there you will have a glimpse of beauty
inside the body and out of it,
before gardens and after gardens.
And then what?
This is where I used to get stuck.
Withdraw from the outer self and enjoy the vision of your innermost being…but then what?
Even though I knew the theory, in practice I couldn’t help but return to the limited, constrained, and conventional view of reality.
I clung to a polarised view of spiritual vs physical, contemplation vs action.
I devalued the physical world in order to focus more on the spiritual, and yet that polarisation proved unstable.
And illogical: if the spiritual is all, how can the physical undermine or confound it? If the outer self is so much less than the inner self, why does it dominate?
I might enjoy a wonderful vision of spiritual reality, but then it was time to return to the real world.
And the whole time I thought I was being impractical, but it turned out I wasn’t being radical enough.
When Peter walked on the water, it was his fears that sank him.
In my case, the very question of “what now?” shows I still had fears, and a kind of faith in the physical world, even though I professed to believe in a spiritual one.
Does happiness come from outside, or from within?
Is this a spiritual world or a material one?
Did God create everything, or did everything create God?
In the end I discovered that my negative expectations about “physical reality” had spiritual ramifications.
I persevered under the mistaken premise that physical reality represented a “problem” for which spiritual insight was the solution.
I kept searching for answers, by unwittingly reiterating the question, over and over again.
And so the true answer is to stop asking the wrong question. Ours is a spiritual reality – it just is.
Not in contrast to how everyone thinks the world works; why should I care (and how would I know?) what everyone thinks?
The point, a spiritual point, is what I think: and embracing a spiritual reality means no longer affirming a physical reality as the problem I have to solve, or the prison I need to escape.
Spiritual reality is not an instead of, or in contrast to. It just is, and is all that is.