Inspired or desperate?

Do you know the difference between inspiration and desperation?

Some days I’d open a book and be blown away by the love and wisdom flowing from its page.

Other days I’d go grinding page by page searching through the same book or others for that elusive gem.

I’d tie myself in knots trying to love God, trying on a hundred different methods one after another.

That’s the difference between inspiration and desperation.

Whenever you feel as if taking action, gaining knowledge, or exerting effort will “fix” everything for you, you are being tempted by desperation, and only disappointment will come of it.

But if you can feel good without acting, relish the feeling without doing anything to grasp it, revel in the energy flowing through you regardless of circumstances, then you are inspired.

Sometimes it’s not entirely clear. I can write a blog post and the act of sitting down to write allows that energy to flow.

But I can go searching for the perfect quote, and be lost in frustration within minutes, lost in the searching for an answer “over there”.

Don’t worry about making mistakes. The mistakes will awaken your sensitivity and inform your awareness. The more you care about inspiration the quicker you will sense it’s path.