Why does feeling good become a matter of allowing?
It’s because we usually keep our feelings under tight constraints through paying attention to our circumstances, and thinking the same old thoughts.
We think we would feel much better if life suddenly improved, but the inverse is also true: we won’t let ourselves feel better unless life improves.
Would you like to feel as good right now as if you’d just won the lottery, met your soulmate, bought your dream home?
Most of us are paying such close attention to the absence of those conditions that we won’t let ourselves feel really good.
We’ve all heard that people who’ve come close to dying can completely change their approach to life.
All it takes is a shift in perspective to let go of our resistance and start appreciating life.
But even a near-death experience is a change in circumstances. How do we have a change in attitude without waiting for life to change first?
I’m finding that allowing myself to feel much better than circumstances dictate requires that I stop focusing so intently and attentively on these circumstances.
Don’t take them seriously. The conditions of your life are fleeting after all. They are just the product of your past perceptions and past choices.
It’s like watching a movie with full attention versus letting it just play in the background. If you want to feel better than circumstances dictate, stop giving your circumstances such hold over your attention.
Living a different reality
Yesterday I took my daughter for a walk around the neighbourhood.
I could tell that all my work at feeling better is yielding results because (apart from feeling better) I found myself noticing and appreciating things I had never noticed before.
I’ve walked this route many times. But for the first time it seemed that every house had some startling new detail or beautiful aspect.
They weren’t new. No one had come along and quietly renovated each house. I was just in a good enough feeling that these beautiful details could show themselves to me.
So what is my reality: bland disappointing suburbs, or a series of intriguing and eye-catching architectural surprises?
Both are potentially my reality, but I had to let go of the former to make space for the latter.
Letting go, allowing, openness and receptivity are all about making space for enjoyment and good feeling that otherwise cannot enter.