Going with the flow

The lamp of the body is the eye: if thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light.

Some contemplatives look outward and see the underlying flow, the pattern, the mystery governing all that is.

Some contemplatives look inward and find the divine being-itself within.

Whether inside or outside, they approach a unity of vision. Perhaps it’s just a case of where they first notice it, or where they are most at home returning to it.

Synthesis

I’m different from the contemplatives, mystics, and sages whose words I’ve read, because I’ve read all their words and put them alongside one another in my own mind.

Reading into different traditions from outside those traditions and looking for the underlying commonalities and themes, my perspective remains an individual one, not belonging to any single set of teachings.

I’ve tried to see “the way” described in Daoist and East Asian Buddhist literature, the mysterious unity dynamically at play behind all phenomena.

I’ve also tried to see the divine essence in my innermost being, either there, or near there, a presence of love and light and transcendent joy that is our true identity, whether it is described as a union with God that occurs through grace when we turn toward Him, or as a pre-existing unity with the divine that has been obscured by ignorance and illusion.

Finding God within themselves, they look out and see God in everything, just as the sages who saw everything following “the way” then knew to look within for their own intimate connection with it.

Reconciling the external and the internal

When I looked outward I could see the mysterious patterns of “the way” but it did nothing to change me.

When I looked within I felt the love and joy of the divine in my innermost being, but “the world” remained impassive and impervious.

I had a strong sense of the divide between myself and “the world”.

But through slowly improving my mood, recognising the legitimacy of desire and how my experience reflects my beliefs and expectations, I’ve found that I can bridge that divide.

By both turning toward the divine in my innermost being and then looking for the mysterious pattern in the external world, I’ve found that they are one and the same thing, mutually reinforcing, and unifying my whole experience.

I have to actively do both. Actively turn toward the spark of love and joy that resides deep within us, and, when secure in that, look to the sense of pattern and connection and flow in the outside world.

Go with the flow

The flow is difficult to describe. I get it by paying attention to my field of experience as a whole. For example, when driving we can pay attention to any number of things but we ought to be aware of the other users of the road around us.

If we were sitting by the side of the road at a busy intersection we might be able to look at the many vehicles as taking part in the greater flow of traffic. We could get a feel for the flow that transcends but is present in the multitude of vehicles and drivers and passengers and their individual actions and behaviours.

Can you do that while you yourself are part of the traffic?

The Zen monk Takuan Soho described this aspect of the way like so:

“When facing a single tree, if you look at a single one of its red leaves, you will not see all the others. When the eye is not set on one leaf, and you face the tree with nothing at all in mind, any number of leaves are visible to the eye without limit. But if a single leaf holds the eye, it will be as if the remaining leaves were not there.”

Creation unfolds moment by moment, and there’s a correlation across all things in the one moment, just as much as there is continuity of one thing across many moments.

Attending to this correlation or flow points us intuitively towards the invisible “way” that governs the flow.

This “way” is the proper object of attention externally, just as the divine spark within us is the proper object of attention internally.

In other traditions this flow or way might be described as God’s will, or the sense of God’s presence in all things. Perhaps it takes different forms for different people.

It still takes practice. I find that fears and worries and grasping for certain outcomes obscures my sense of the flow. At the same time, there’s an inner reluctance to turn toward the love and joy within me, which is puzzling but points to the various traditions’ interpretation of torpor or sloth or an unwillingness to embrace the joy that is available to us right now.

Yet there is also immense consolation in the direct experience of union as the sounds of traffic, my baby daughter wriggling in her bouncer, the tweeting of birds, and the pulsing of my own heart-beat converge with the deep and mysterious sense of love and joy within me.

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2 thoughts on “Going with the flow

  1. just heard a spiritualist and her perspective how the way is to see the heart as good and the mind as bad where the heart then will correct the mind but that is not what the bible says about the human heart in the human fallen state .. rather that the heart of fallen humanity is exceedingly wicked… the way of the bible is to use the mind to gain the renewed heart by way of being convicted of one’s human karmic guilt and to repent . so this looking within brings a conviction of what is needed to overcome one’s past ways. what most Christians don’t get is reincarnation and that is it part of the deeper message of the bible. one then accesses the inner chambers of one’s heart that still house the truth and where one sees the divine potential of one’s self and that is where the kingdom of heaven is …then this will tell one to realize the higher level of the kingdom of god is thru seeing one one is called to do what god calls one individually to do in the world in aiding others to come to the realization of their own divine self. but one is not yet ready to see the whole plan of god in its details as there still exists one’s remaining indwelling sins tho one they be hid in the Christ as long one remains on the path, said remaining indwelling sins if one does not practice proper patience in one’s seeking can turn into wolves in sheep’s clothing if one does not bring all of one’s thoughts captive to the Christ…..

    • I think a lot of it is about temperament. Conversion of the heart sounds, to me, like a choleric approach. It’s the kind of approach you need for strong, proud people. They just need to be convinced that they need God and are insufficient on their own.
      Melancholics already feel insufficient on our own.

      But you can also see Christ’s atonement as overcoming our own struggle for redemption. If we are already redeemed, then we have to stop struggling and accept that everything (including us) is perfect as it is.

      For me the best approach is one that makes my idealism the answer…showing that the spiritual response accounts for physical reality also.

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