A friend is worried about 4th year med, stressing out about the changing circumstances and expectations, afraid of failing.
I offered lots of advice, but none of it seemed truly satisfactory.
In the end, I asked what she would tell me, if I were in her situation.
We both knew the answer: stop whining. Just do what you need to do. Do your best, try your hardest, if you pass you pass, if you fail you fail.
It’s a comfort because there’s no ambiguity. Either you have what it takes to pass, or you don’t. Passing is either dependent on your efforts or it isn’t.
But what intrigued me is how clear the answer is when we’re looking at other people’s circumstances. Call it ‘the clarity of not caring’ if you like.
Not that we don’t care about others, but we don’t care in a way that obscures the obvious course of action.
When it comes to our own lives, we’re blinded by worries and possibilities. We lose the clarity that lets us be frank with others.
It reminds me of a passage from Zhuangzi:
When an archer is shooting for nothing
He has all his skill.
If he shoots for a brass buckle
He is already nervous.
If he shoots for a prize of gold
He goes blind
Or sees two targets –
He is out of his mind.
His skill has not changed, But the prize
Divides him. He cares,
He thinks more of winning
Than of shooting –
And the need to win
Drains him of power.
It’s not easy, but when we’re struggling with a problem we can sometimes benefit by imagining someone else in that situation and what we would then advise them.
I once read a book by a psychologist that suggested we have greater insight into ourselves when we look at our objective behaviour rather than using introspection.
These methods aren’t foolproof, nor are they necessarily always the right approach. After all, our advice to others isn’t exactly omniscient, is it?
But it can at least help us gain clarity, temporary respite from fears and desires that otherwise cloud our assessment of the situation.